Today my temp was down .5 from being down .2 yesterday morning. I was still holding out for the best, but took a test this morning and negative nelly. I am trying really hard not to get down and reading this post really helped me refocus my priorities where they need to be this day and beyond. I will not let this change my plans of happiness and joy for this holiday weekend. I have too much to be thankful for and to look forward to.
My prayer buddy was a cake walk! She was already pregnant so I just needed to pray for her safety during delivery and for the arrival of a healthy child. Little Joseph, mom, and dad are all doing really well and so now I just pray for them to be wonderful Christian parents to their precious boy. I had the joy of praying for "My New Amazing Life". I had not read her blog very much before, and I love love love getting a prayer buddy I don't know as well as others so I can read and get to "know" them better each day. I will continue to pray for her and her family. God bless you all.....
I hope you all have a very happy and holy Christmas this year. May God bless you all richly this holiday season and may Christ's love fill your hearts and souls.
I'm so sorry, Allie. Today of all days. I had a bad night last night, too, just overwhelmed with sadness for another Christmas passing with no baby in my arms. But going to do my best to put it aside today and focus on joy and all the good things in my life. I hope this for you too. Merry (or at least not sad) Christmas!
ReplyDeleteAllie - I am sorry that it is looking like a no go this cycle, but I have so much hope and am filled with joy every time I think of you. Your day of rejoicing is coming, I don't know....I just have this unshakeable feeling. The pilgrimage was just a precursor to an AMAZING 2011!!! Love ya girl and Merry Christmas!!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteHola Allie! Siento mucho que estes pasando por esto, pero siento en mi corazón que tiempos mejores van a venir para ti. Estoy segura.
ReplyDeleteEste link que pusiste es bellisimo y me conmovió.
Le voy a continuar pidiendo a nuestra Madre Santa María de Guadalupe por ti y tus intenciones. ¡Un abrazo y feliz Navidad!
Merry Christmas Allie~
ReplyDeleteSo sorry, Allie.
ReplyDeleteMerry Christmas, my friend.
I'm so sorry. I hope you have a wonderful Christmas despite the heartache.
ReplyDeleteI'm very sorry for your negative :( Same here. Hope we can both enjoy our christmases nevertheless.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry for the disappointment. I will keep you in my prayers.
ReplyDeleteI was so touched by your prayers and your commitment to surrendering our needs to God!
I love to read your blog and will continue to pray for your desire for God to grow your family!
"No one has ever hoped in the Lord and been confounded" it says some where in Psalms. I have to always remind myself that it does not say, "No one except ______ (insert my name here!) has hoped in the Lord & been confounded."
ReplyDeleteI can tell you that your hope is an inspiration to me.
I have prayed for you! I prayed after my udder disappointment last weekend that you would have the desired outcome of a christmas miracle! I have faith that we will be parents! I read the blog you linked and it was very good! I pray it helped lessen the blow of the neg. this Christmas. I pray that 2011 holds the miracle of a baby for us both, and anyone else reading this for that matter!!!
ReplyDeleteIt's going to happen for you. It's harder to enjoy Christmas with knowing how much of this is about a child. I pray for great blessings and joy for you in the coming year.
ReplyDeleteAllie, I wonderin' whassup..where r u?
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